I woke up three times last night, sobbing from nightmares.
I remember them.
1: I get home, see Sam asleep on the bench. Kiss his cheek to wake him up and he says someone's name. I shake it off, not paying attention to some random girl's name he said (wow I'm dumb in this dream...), and go to the bathroom. When I come out of said bathroom..there is another girl with him, and he dumps me with her there.
2: I'm surrounded by all these people at a party, all my friends, when suddenly they all dissapear and I'm all alone. I'm the only one in the world still there. Everyone else is gone.
3: I am kidnapped, shoved in a room and forgotten about. The people kidnapping me get caught on a drug bust, and I had been kept in a new building. I scream and cry and bang on the door and try to get attention, but no one ever comes.
I told Lisa and Candice about the first one and about how the girl was prettier than me and how I was insecure about it in the dream and Lisa looks at me and says, "No offence, but I doubt it. You're really pretty."
I felt happy.
Of course, yesterday she told me I had a great voice.
Lots of compliments, odd.
leaves fall down,
sarah
# posted by
Sarah Bo |
5:42 PM |
1 Comments:
Sarah dear.
Relax. Only 4 more days.
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