Yesterday I was close to tears from 10p-1a. Not sure why. I was just...sad. And worried about being alone. I hate being alone sometimes. And Ellie and Liz both got offline at the same time, so I was pretty much alone except Mari, who's moving schools and leaving me. Basically I got really depressed.
Today I very nearly confirmed BJ likes me. I was trying to be all off by myself to wallow in self pity and patheticism, but he kept thinking that I didn't get along with my group. So he kept talking to me. And more than once he said "You still have me." Like that was some great reward. Don't get me wrong, he's a nice guy. But annoying as hell. Then he invited me to Ashworth's (the drug store) with him to get stuff. I told him I was gonna wait for pizza, so I'd see him later. He got a little offended or something...Not sure why..I was polite...
Anyway, I got pizza, started feeling better, and walked to Java Jive Coffee with Julie (not Jessi), Sarah and Candace. I found out...Lisa is a total bitch...she's just MEAN. Anyway. We all bought drinks and I bought a candy bar and mints. Julie invited me to the Harry Potter premire at a book store she's going to. I feel so bad about getting her name wrong...I really thought it was Jessi but it's Julie. She's a lot of fun.
Anyway, after that I went to have a voice lesson with Mary. We practiced sightsinging and warm-ps and stuffs. I'll end up having another lesson with her eventually.
I'm entertaining myself by making my desktop Potterpuff-themed. Today-The Lake...both The Trio and the giant squid on one window and the Mauraders and Snape oon the other window. That's right, I'm on my dad's desktop with the two big screens! *squee*
Anyway, I feel better today...
All my love,
Sarah
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Sarah Bo |
5:50 PM |
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NOT THE POTTERPUFFS AGAIN!!
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